Tuesday, June 29, 2010

for the day

I don't remember anything except that I was falling down deep...sinking. I couldn't stop it. I remember someone trying to reach me from above, but they were so far away...and I kept sinking. I don't know whether I was eventually saved or not, but I guess it doesn't really matter either way. Both interpretations seem to provide some sort of hope.

"To dream that you are drowning indicates that you are feeling overwhelmed by unresolved emotions or repressed issues that are coming back to haunt you. You may be proceeding too quickly in trying to understand your unconscious thoughts. You should proceed more cautiously and slowly. If you drown to death, this refers to an emotional rebirth. If you survive the drowning, then a waking relationship or situation will ultimately survive the turmoil."

Friday, June 25, 2010


I hope you know what you mean to me. I hope you can see it. I know I've said this before & words will never be enough, but let me say it again...thank you.

I hope you know you are beautiful.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

a secret

it wasn't acting. it was adapting, relating, and sharing pieces of my soul.

that is why.


free your mind, open your heart.
free your mind, open your heart.

it bursts forth; all is well.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

after a rough night of sleep

Dreams feel real. As we dream, we often think we have no control and react as though the events that happen to us are out of our hands. But then, when we awake, we realize that this is not so, that we were really in control of everything. Who’s to say the same goes for life, but we just don’t know it yet? Everything that “happens” to us results from our own choices and reactions. Like in dreams, we have the latent power to not let our minds get the best of us. Underneath it all, we choose the way we want to feel.

It’s time to WAKE UP. Life has the capacity to be nothing but a lucid dream...we just don’t know it yet.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010


as I walked up and down that familiar sidewalk, the world was dancing. a smile glued to my face, I could feel the light from inside pouring out, surrounding me and everything in sight.

bright, beaming, glowing.


I remember everything;
yes, I remember everything,
and I can feel what I do not know.