justice
love
karma
justice
hate
karma
justice
fools
karma
justice
game
i am sick of this, i want freedom---i know freedom's a state of mind and all that, but i got myself into this mess
i used to feel so much love for everyone and everything--but now i am trying to stop myself from hating who i've become and all these people around me for their happiness or their contentment
i used to carry what felt like unending gratitude
--until may 2011
and i thought i'd regained most of it
--until december 2012
i don't know what i've done
---i don't understand
all i know for sure is that i made a mess of me,
and i wanna spend the rest of my life alive--
but how can i do that when everything around me feels like some sort of sick joke?
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